My husband had a lot of business trips, and one day he was living like a mother-child family. Recently, as I was looking at my son's sleeping face who looked like his husband, I passed through love and felt kind of strange. And when I realized it, I had my lips over and over with my son. I don't know if my son is awake... Now, the loneliness and frustration of my husband's absence combined to make me unable to control myself.